Male.Australian.Taken.19.ISTP.Straight Edge. Music worshipper

I'm a lover, people see my posts and think i'm either gay or a sleaze in some cases, but no, i post things for the beauty within them. You see a girl in underwear on my blog, you think "wow, typical male", i think, look at the underwear, isn't it amazing? Look at the girl, isn't she beautiful?
I am hopelessly infatuated with natural beauty. It captivates me so. And no, i'm not gay. I'm an athlete, healthy, a mental wreck, yet i am a good person. And if i keep telling myself this, i may yet believe it.

- I love reading, it's an escape to a place where the issues of your current world no longer impact. I strive for the deeper meaning and understanding of all things. Try and like me for who i am. I worship music. Listen to all kinds, the screaming insanely epic Death Metal, to the soft lulling acoustics by the forgotten bands. I'm a good person, i know it, i'm told it, just still don't believe it. I'm pretty easy to sum up as mysterious. Only one person knows the real me, and i'm not sure she's there anymore....
May everyone find unique happiness, and let their REAL selves glow. Shatter the bonds that hold you so confined in what you think people should see. Be yourself, Be free

On another note [added a year later] Fuck you all. Metal forever, I want a girl I can love and Come watch my gigs. Fuck yes, i'm out. - x

I've fucked up in the past. I know it. I regret it, but I like to move on, to grow the fuck up and leave the past where it belongs. I want to start working on a future I chose. Something I want. With the people I want there in it. Found myself an amazing girlfriend. In her way I love her. People that stay true to themselves can always be cherished. Wouldn't trade my girl for the world. Or the friends I have surrounded myself with. I have a goal to have the ex that hates me back in my life, even if distantly, just to know i'm not just a bitter memory, I want to be able to laugh at old things with her (found a few today lol). Aside from that, making good progress so far, so come at me life!!